I am becoming more and more cynical by the day. I'm worried. I'm worried because cynicism is like a self-fulfilling doomsday prophecy. It feeds on itself till it has devoured every sliver of hope that resides in you. It is a dark brooding feeling that sheds a pall of gloom on everything that is bright. It gnaws on you till you feel comfortable in its cold embrace. You begin to detest the sunlight. The lonely recesses of the soul become your refuge.
I have been through this once too often, and I don't want to tread here again. But circumstances are such...
Every time I've been through this darkness, it's been a steep ride to the bottom before a single stroke of light changed everything. I'm waiting for that glimmer to save me.
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Things are better today...my glimeer of hope seems to be building..
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