Work junkie scrawl...

I've been working insane hours coz I've nothing else to do....sort of a work junkie...am struggling to get my bearings right...nothing grips me passionately enough (apart from work) to dedicate myself fully to....I'm that sort of a person, not too good at multi-tasking, do the few things I do with all seriousness and blah....so am wary to make a commitment to a cause/activity/itty-bitty hobby, lest I don't feel strongly enough for it (it's happened before, and it wasn't good...it doesn't feel great to slog ur butt off for smtg jus coz u've made a commitment and can't escape)...lol...commitment phobia strikes again....am losing the plot a bit....got to cling on to something soon...